FOUR MORE YEARS

"Music to me it's, it's the air that I breathe, it's the blood that pumps through my veins that keeps me alive."
 - Billie Joe Armstrong, Green Day.

.04.06.08.♥.07.29.09.♥.08.11.10.♥.02.19.11 .♥.05.21.11.♥.07.26.11.♥.07.31.11.♥.08.12.11. ♥.07.11.12♥.07.24.12
Brittany. Nineteen. Atheist. Green Day obsessed, but I also enjoy cats, Barack Obama, music, Glee, and the Invisible Children. TAKEN. 04.06.08.
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katskinx: Posting this because I feel a few of my followers need it. I guess I should try and repeat this to myself over and over.

katskinx:

Posting this because I feel a few of my followers need it.

I guess I should try and repeat this to myself over and over.

(Source: kein-08-15)



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peanutbutterlesslife asked:
I KNOW you can keep going, but I guess in the end I'm not the one who needs to know that. But be warned, my searching skills are quite brilliant so I will find it :)

Nah, I don’t think so. I think the ticket is forever hidden.





theconsultingarchaeologist asked:
Did you see the rope course? =D

I did see, it is pretty cool.





Anonymous asked:
I don't know you at all, one of my followers made a post and here I am, because even though I don't know you or know what you're going through I came here to say I don't want you to commit suicide. I've been fighting for the past year to not end it all, at one point I nearly went through with it, but that's not how I wanted people to remember me. The girl who committed suicide. I didn't want them to care after I'd gone, I wanted them to care now. Things don't get better right away, it takes time

I have been struggling with this for ten years now. I just want to throw in the towel. Every day for the past two weeks I have cut myself, I had been clean four months and before that a full year, but I always slip again. Three weeks ago I got a tattoo that was supposed to symbolize me finally winning and now I feel absolutely ashamed that I have it. I feel like the biggest failure.





wwe-espn-nascar asked:
it will get better. just say that to yourself and try and believe it. it will get better. it all will get better. i say this again. u have ur whole life ahead of you. ur only 19. when i was 20 and in school i took this really tough class and i thought i was gonna fail out of college and just be a nobody. there was a point where i thought man i could just walk in front of a NYC Train and end it. but i didnt. i fought thru it. i ended up graduating. i know it's not the same but u can get thru this

I’m twenty now, I’ve really got to update my tumblr, but besides that ever time I walk down the street I constantly feel like I’m half a second from just jumping into traffic. Steven used to always be there to stop me and now there is no one here to stop me.





gaywitch-practisingabortion: situationalstudent: purplespacecats: professorbutterscotch: kiskolee: THIS. I have never thought about it in this context that’s actually really, really creepy. I… fuck. Yeah, basically. I once pointed this out to my mother and she just stared at me, in stunned silence for ages. 

gaywitch-practisingabortion:

situationalstudent:

purplespacecats:

professorbutterscotch:

kiskolee:

THIS.

I have never thought about it in this context

that’s actually really, really creepy.

I… fuck.

Yeah, basically.

I once pointed this out to my mother and she just stared at me, in stunned silence for ages. 

(Source: bigfatphallusy)



dj-bsnow:

If you like someone, tell them. Or just stalk them on every social network and cry yourself to sleep every night. It’s whatevs. 

peanutbutterlesslife asked:
Oh, and I'm still going to find that plane ticket, whether you are still here or not, but I won't give up on that, on you.

I’m telling you I hid it some place you won’t ever find. I just hope I don’t hurt you too much if I decide to go. I’m sorry I haven’t kept in contact as much, my life has just been all over the place and had now crumbled. I just, I just don’t know if I can keep going anymore.





wwe-espn-nascar asked:
people arent meant to live forever. yes. sure. no one lives forever. but killing yourself isnt how it should end for anyone. im not a religious person at all so im not gonna give u that Jesus/GOD stuff cause i dnt care. but killing urself isnt the way to "get over" him. u have to be strong. u have to overcome. u can do these things. I know it seems like an uphill climb but u can get over this. we all dont want to u kill urself. think about ur family who would be devastated if u do this.

If I am dead I will be incapable of thought. It won’t matter what anyone thinks because I won’t know. My life has been nothing but shit and continues to be that way. I should not have to keep going if I don’t have to. I have had a lot of awesome experiences and I have done most of the things I really wanted to do. I’m ready to go.